Blessings to you this day of perfection
I sit here writing this in gratitude. I am so very
grateful for the tools I have acquired in the past six months. The more
important one for me today, is "seeing the perfection" in all life
situations. Do I "see" the perfection? Most of the time - No! To date
my human-ness blocks actually "seeing" the perfection, but I've reached
a level of "Faith" that there IS perfection in all
life situations. This "Faith" reduces... well, actually eliminates (for
me) the panic emotion - in this case the Mother Panic emotion.
My daughter, Jesse, received a head injury at work
yesterday (March 26, 2008). The incident occurred at the end of her
shift, then she drove home. Her head hurt, but she did not realize that
she was seriously injured. Upon arriving home, she laid down and went
to sleep. A couple of hours later, she woke with a terrible headache,
nausea, dizziness and blurred vision.
Fred and I picked her up and took her to the Emergency
Room. There were police everywhere, but as Fred drove "quickly" to the
hospital, no one stopped us. Then I saw why - we were not alone. Big
Jim and two of my guides pulled into the lane in front of us on
motorcycles and led the way. At first, I was apprehensive as to why
they were with us, then I heard a soft firm voice say, "we just want you
to know we are with you." Then I was calm.
After a CAT scan and intravenous drugs, Jesse was
admitted about 2:30am. By this time she was hallucinating. I stayed
with her. Thank goodness I did. Right after she got settled in her
room, she decided she was going to Taco Bell, with no thought to the
oxygen or IV she was hooked up to. She couldn't even stand up, much
less walk - I stopped her before she fell out of the bed - she was so
confused. At her most anxious, disoriented time, Jesus visited. He
placed His hands on her head. Glowing light began to emanate from them
as he touched her. Jesus then leaned over, kissed the top of her head,
nodded to me and was gone. Jesse finally seemed to relax and rest.
It is 9:30am. She is sleeping. The doctor has assured
me she will be ok - she has a concussion.
The time seems to go by so quickly - one day we're
rocking our babies to sleep, then in the blink of an eye, they don't
even live with us anymore. It is then the "Mother Care Angels" we
mother's have sent to watch over our children are watching them sleep
and monitoring them in their waking moments while they are without
Now... once again... the angels and I are together,
watching my baby sleep. In looking back at the past fifteen hours,
there have been so many moments my pre-enlightened Mother Self of as
little as six months ago would have experienced that Mother Panic. But
instead, since having shifted to a level of "faith in the perfection of
all life situations" I remained, not only calm, but I was open to "see"
Big Jim and the entourage escort, "heard" the soft, firm angelic voice
tell me they were with us, "saw" Jesus as well as others visit the ER
room. I remained open to the support of our angelic entourage as well
as being a clearer vessel to share Reiki healing energies with Jesse.
March 30, 2008
Jesse is home now - she was released March 30, Saturday, after an MRI
showed no issues. She will be fine, but must, of course, take it easy.
Holding fast to the faith that there was perfection in
this situation truly helped me. Remaining open to the connection with
the angelic realm provided blessing after blessing. Barbara Mark
stopped by while I was quietly watching Jesse sleep in her hospital
bed. She told me Jesse would be fine. Then the nurse came in to take
Jesse's vitals. As she worked on Jesse, Barbara went over to the bed
and hugged the nurse. I thought this odd, but then found out that Jesse
looks like the nurse's daughter and it was hard for her to see Jesse
lying there injured.
Big Jim came and sat with me too. He also assured me
that Jesse would be fine.
I did have my physical "Mom" moments and allow
physical world-ness to interfere, but I didn't go into panic. I know
that because of this I missed "seeing" many who were with us. But just
because I didn't see all of them, does not mean they weren't there -
Our loved ones and angels are always with us. Times
of physical world crisis is no exception. Their comfort is available if
we will just allow ourselves to take it in and experience it. Know this
when anxiety enters your life for whatever reason.
Now is the time to work at "seeing" the perfection in
all life situations. Then when the physical world seems to tilt and
chaos attempts to take control, it will fail, for you will be fully
connected with the Life Force Energy of God and the Angelic Realm. You
too, can do this.
In love and light,
Kate and Big Jim